ONE. finally managed to change THE skin of my blog! yay. the colour's pretty sweet eh? like how life (quite) is presently. (: well, quite. haha.

hmm.. and TWO. The only matter that's causing me a really big headache is TCM.

but.. why am i still so in love with it? i'm not willing to give it up, that's why it's so stuffy in my heart. i don't want NTU's civil engi nor NUS's FASS. :( maybe i should give up the space soon so that ppl who really want these courses can get in. but i need back up! :X SORRY.

Firstly, it was NTU's TCM course. I thought that it was the only institution offering such a course in Singapore and it's a double degree too. Sounded impressive eh? But as I didn't get good-enough-grades to be enrolled into NTU, i began looking for other alternatives.

And just a few days ago, i stumbled across this singapore tcm association website that's offering a 5 year full time TCM degree in collaboration with nanjing uni! :)) Looking at it's syllabus kinda made me feel how little time the NTU course is devoting to TCM, thus it may not really be what I want. I concluded that that course was more on medicine research rather than xing2 yi1. But looking at the college of tcm, I was really eager to just put my name in the application form and just go for it! REALLY.it so felt like while still swimming in the midst of the sea, i suddenly saw a buoy to cling on.

HOWEVER, there were downsides to it as well. especially emphasized by fuzhuo, parents and relatives is the reputation and credibility of that college. They keep saying that any tom, dick or harry could just go for that course. though i did enquire and they did claim that it was nationally recognised alright. but i just got news from fuzhuo that ppl graduating from there cant open their own clinics, DAMN IT! i figured i need to go down personally to make an enquiry all at once one day this week. At the same time, I'm looking at beijing uni's medical department but still cant find info or instructions on how to apply and the application deadline for this year's batch. It's full of words. Oh well,in the meantime, i'll continue doing that..

Please! let me see 'my path' soon. :s lol i sound helpless..

THREE. HE's having guard duty today. can't get to see him this whole weekend. all my fault! :( BUT! at least i still can hear him! :DDD

FOUR. Happy Mother's Day to all the loving mother's in the world. You are very Great!

FIVE. On every climber's Blog, they seem to be contemplating whether to take part in rock master @ SP, a bouldering comp. hmm.. tempting! but.. not strong enough. haah. the strength and techniques, i still lack. or maybe ultimately, i lack of confidence.

SIX. can't wait to go out with WANTING. haha that time pangseh her for a busy day at awfully chocolate.she's so understanding i shall treat her sth next week when we meet :D Hope we get to buy our heels this week~

SEVEN. I'm learning salsa this coming thurs :)) with my beloved BEI! excited! hope it's fun when we shake x) so i can salsa with him. :))

EIGHT. my coaches are getting married! sweet love sweet marriage ;D sweet us. lol, (purposely linked to 'us'). haha anw, i better pass them their cds on tuesday or it'll ruin their arrangement. :x sorry.

p.s. i love YOU.