5:08 PM, Tuesday, March 07, 2006
i felt as if i was out of love..
when i saw tj in my posting results. (no offence to tjcians)
i bet u would have felt tt too when ur dream sch doesn't appear as the sch u're posted to.
my heart crushed, totally, though i did expect it.
is that how u're supposed to feel when u're hurt?
vj rejected me! SOBS~! i wanted to cry..
well i did. in our class outing the day before.
the tears simply flowed on its own to the brim of my eyes.
then when char, agnes, shuai ge, pei jun started asking if i was alright,
a stream rolled down my cheeks.
but it's just a matter of time when i face it. well, might as well be now.
no use crying over split milk. agree?
i'm still loving vj. and trying to love tj=)
hope that tj'll give me a totally enjoyable experience^^
♥ siying