hee.. it's finally over. yea though i think i fared real badly this time.. i'm really glad that this is over. brain.. exhausted. eyes.. wrinkled. mentally.. unstable. lol no la.. demoralised. what can i do with just plain NATO.. will that take me to vj? unfortunately no. i have to fight for my future.. but nth, or rather not much, is spurring me on. lol luckily i still have vj on my mind.. only it seems like a faraway dream.. within the clouds where the other side of the rainbow lies. unreachable? don't know..
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someone pls encourage me.. tell me i can do it. tell me nth is impossible.. tell me that u are doing the same thing too. tell me dreams do realise if we try.. lol sounding like taufik?.. ya but this thing inside still seems to be in the wu dong yu zhong state.. haha. *miserable laugh* don't know la.. still don't see the thing in exams.. they give ya so little time..(maybe it's because i'm slow..) ya then to solve those hard qns.. then u get ur results back.. so? what does this represent? u r smart? u r stupid? u r hardworking? u r lazy? then?? u get a job based on this? crap. ha in a way this system is good.. then again it's got a lot of.. loopholes u call? ya not perfect yet cause it's soo stressful.. k maybe i'm just going with the herd or making a mountain out of a molehill.. i don't really feel the stress really. it's just like some kind of psychological thing i gotta break thru.. study=stress? lol maybe not.. studying is a chore to some.. but learning stuff is fun esp when it comes to math and science.. it's out of the world! u have seen it happen but u've nv given it a thought. hee then when u finally understand why it happens.. u tend to notice ur surroundings even more..? yea sth like tt.. hee k endin here. am tired seriously.. nights=)