hai.. what an impact the exam results had on me.. no not only me.. probably everyone bah.. *sigh* esp the first sub given back.. ooh it sucked! well.. i kinda expected it.. but not to this kinda lousy extent! so who else do i have to blame except for myself. i started 3 days before exam week... then combined humanities studied only the day b4.. or should i say read through. who am i kidding? excuses excuses!! i'm damn shitty lazy.. not to mention last minute.. but this has like become the fact for me.. i cannot seem to change even though i tried to b4.. lol not enough yi4 li4?? SIGH! DISAPPOINTED!! my L1R5 is gonna go beyond 10 for the first time.. *sobz*!!!! how am i gonna go to VJ with such terrible results?!?! no way are they gonna accept me! shit i betta buck up... and i hope i can do really well for physics! really do! though i know somehow that it is quite impossible.. even haiting got onli an A2.. kk not onli.. but for her standard.. hmm i think it'll break her straight A1s bah.. lol. anyway.. for english.. i hope paper 1 can pull up mi marks.. and for C. lit.. the ray of hope that could shine me through.. fine! i'm dreaming. nitez then. =(