8:46 PM, Friday, March 25, 2005
sobz. yesterday i broke into tears today unknowingly in class. lee lao shi is so strong so jian qiang.. yet she cried in front of us. what's the implication here?! we're just a bunch of lousy yet not willing to do more to beat the strong yet damn hardworking china scholars even though we have someone who wants to help us! one that does see hope in us! one that thinks that hard work does pay! y can't we see that in ourselves too? we simply just have to look down on ourselves from the start, huh? not doing anything to catch up with them!
HOW CAN WE WIN THE CHINESE SCHOLARS LIKE THAT?! if this attitude is gonna continue.. there is definitely NO way we are gonna win them if we are not willing to fu4 chu1 a lot. we're like the boat in the ocean as compared to the ship that breezes through the ocean. we need tons more of perseverance and hard work. however, we're still not on the losing side. we could still battle through the c.lit o levels if we are willing to put in the effort to listen, understand, revise and memorise. let's not let lee lao shi down! since we've chosen this subject, let's do our best and ping1 dao4 di3!!
'tan2 lao3 shi1 wen4 wo3 yao4 qu4 jiao1 sec 3 de c.lit chinese scholars hai2 shi4 sec4 de ben3 di4 xue2 shen1. wo3 hao3 ben4 o, sec 3 de chinese scholars na4 me4 hao3 jiao1, wo3 que4 bu4 qu4 jiao1. yin1 wei4 wo3 yao4 jiao1 ben3 di4 shen1!! ke3 shi4 kan4 jian4 ni3 men2 zhe4 zhong3 bo chap de tai4 du4.. wo3 zhen1 de hao3 pa4! wo3 zhen1 de zhen1 de hao3 pa4...' tears strolled down her lian3 pang2. touching scene yea? couldnt control mi self the tears came down like a tap.. it wouldnt stop for dunno wat stupid reason!! so paiseh.. so shitty. i cried?!?! i wont forget what she has said and i hope it will awaken those hu have somewhat given up.
she is so wei3 da4 i kinda understands her situation. and am touched bout how she thinks. she believes that we locals could do it even though we are at a disadvantage. haha she reminds me of rock lee..! yes! hard work sometimes doesnt really pays off but at least u knew that u tried ur BEST. and the catch is: at least u haf no regrets! if we work real hard like rock lee san than we're sure to par with them. cos everything's is bout memorising, analysing and puting in the right iinformation. =)

he's stupid but has a great potential cos he worked hard. rock u rock man! XD
♥ siying